May 1, 2014
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Twilight
I hate when people post sob stories on Facebook or Twitter. Talk to a friend. Blog about it. ... Ok, I'll do that.
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I feel like my relationship with Rae is coming to an end, and it's like...
- Playing a multi-player match of a first-person shooter and getting killed out of nowhere.
- Signing up for a class, paying the registrar, and then going to class the first day to find out you're not on the attendance sheet.
- Watching a sporting event where your favorite team is playing great and winning by a ton. You leave during a commercial and come back to find that the game is over, and your team lost.
- Saving up to buy a new car, going into the car dealership, and settling all the terms only to find out that your bank account is empty.
I don't know. I don't know.
In her talking with some other ladies about it, she said "I'm sure counseling me is not easy as I can't explain a true feeling."
It bothers me. I want to do something, say something, but there's nothing I can do. I just have to wait for what seems like is inevitable.
I'm praying. I'm hoping. I'm frustrated.